Just as Ithought. When I let go of control all kinds of thoughts began to surface. Particularly, with respect to relationships in my life. I guess it's not surprising. It's the major area of my life that I have not mastered. I feel good about the other parts of my life in terms of growing and learning.
I have a basic dilemma. I enjoy my time alone when I don't want to meet anyone else's needs.
And, I also enjoy being with others in meaningful interactions and conversations. I've also reached the point where I understand myself fairly well. Therefore, frequent conflict or gossip is not something I have much patience for anymore.
My point in sharing my thoughts is not a confession, but perhaps to stimulate your own self-examination. I find that it's a powerful exercise to do a regular mental check-up of expectations we have of ourselves and others.
During this season, I plan to continue my introspection process. So that I can do sufficient housekeeping that none of the "stuff" built-up in 2007 will be carried over to 2008. However, prior to transitioning into 2008, I will be writng my vision and objectives. Hope you do the same. If your mind doesn't know what you want then you'll probably be unhappy with what you have.
Love,
Bill